gOOD iS gOOD aLL tHE tIME!

It has been a hectic few weeks for me and my son.  Now that he is home, its the mental part of being gutted like a fish that has his mind messed up.  I see the depression sitting upon shoulders.  I prayed harder for his healing mentally and physically.  Then God revealed to me that all that my child has been going through in the last few months, have been a spiritual battle long before a mental or physical battle.  They just enhanced the feelings that were already inside.   My son and I talked and I let him be the little boy I
raised for a moment.  I allowed him to cry it out, shout it out, talk it out just as long as it was out of him.  Then I shared with him the scriptures on depressions and what God wanted him to do for himself.  I told him God has a calling on his life and he needs to complete it.  I can' t make him do nothing but as a Christian and a mother, it is my duty to follow God.  I left my son to think about the blessings that has been bestowed upon his life.  When I went back into his room, he was looking totally different.  I knew in my heart he reached out to God and just like that my son was finally home!

Never throw in the towel no matter how hard it is.  Single mothers hold on with all your might when raising a young man.  If the father is absent expect some issue to rise.  I  learned that the attitude, disrespect etc that comes from a child is not you.  It is the built up of not being able to release it to whom it belong.  God knows.  Hold on and don't let go.
Be Bless.

Forealdoh!

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Update On My Son

Things with William is not good at the moment.  Doctors have no clue what is wrong with him except that fluid keeps rising around the heart and that he now have a thickening between the sac and the heart.  So the surgery that was to take place yesterday is now taking place today with a whole new surgical procedure than previous planned.  He will have tubes in him for a few days to keep the fluid drained, a biopsy on the sac and Infectious disease control will come and examine things from there.  We are hoping they will be able to tell us why and how this happen.  All tests the doctors has ran has been negative so they are puzzled.  They also told me that William is a rare case and the youngest for this type situation.  He is in need for a lot of prayers.  I thank you for those prayers.  I gotta go but I will keep in touch with you.

Me Not For Real........

Someone wrote me an email and said I am not foreal.  Psst!  You really don't know me.  So let me set the record straight for all you haters hating on me.  I am foreal in more ways than one.

1.  I say what is on my mind!  What you see is what you get!
2.  If you wrong me or someone I am the first to let it be known.
3.  If I make a mistake or hurt someone feelings (not on purpose) I say I'm sorry and acknowledge my fault.
4.  If I say I am going to do something....I do it!
5.  If a person is in need and I can help out in some way, I do it!
6.  I speak from the heart and love from the soul!
7.  I treat people with respect and show how grateful I am when they help me out.
8.  When I say I live my life with out drama, that means I am drama free.
9.  I take no punches and except no bull.
10.  If you dish it out to me prepare to receive it back ten times fold.
11.  Hate it or leave it I am the most sincere, honest, truest friend, who
is very out spoken, kind hearted, loving woman you would ever met.
That makes me foreal!  Now you get over yourself because I ain't on you!
NOW THAT IS FOREAL.

Forealdoh!